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I pray that I will finally be able to deal with the fact that my own grandfather sexually molested me when I was a teenager, then he died and then I sexually molested my younger sister because I was so angry with what he did to me. I started "acting out" by participating in sinful activities such as stealing merchandise from stores, exposing myself to young girls, and stealing money from my parents. I got caught doing all of the above stated things, but was always let off and my parents excused my behavior, so I got away with it. My whole family pretends that none of it happened, actually I never told my mom that her father molested me, but I think she might know and I think that he may have molested other people in the family as well(my mom, her two brothers, maybe my younger brother). I am having trouble finding and keeping a job because I don't like responsibility, and I still steal things without being sorry for doing it, I have committed adultry on my loving wife with various women, and I still look at young teen girls with lust in my heart. I masterbate almost every day and look up porn on the computers, and I go to places to have homosexual men perform oral intercourse on me. The thing that is mind-blowing is that I go to church and know about how God and Yeshua love me and have asked Him into my heart and to forgive me of my sins, but I can't stop sinning!!! It is very frustrating, I can't keep going on like I'm still a teenager!
Please somebody pray for me.
(submitted by: "anonymous")
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