It's me again... I am deciding to not get better... I am not eating unitl I get to 117, I'll remind you again that I was 191 a week and a half ago... I haven't been eating for more than few days now... I am feeling the effects of it I am getting chest pains, I am weak and my muscles hurt.... I am going to church today and I feel like I don't deserve to go and be a part of God's family. I want people to pray for me or not... If you do decide to pray for me will you please pray for me to let God tell me to eat and that I follow His commands....

Thanks again,