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My prayer request is, well, for a lot of things. I have been having a lot of headaches lately, the depression and anxiety hasn't gotten much better, and even though there has been about a week where I haven't cut myself (because my mom found out and told me she would take my blades away), I still want to do it and I'm trying to think of any way possible to do it. I know it's wrong but the urge is so strong......I've fallen back into my pattern of bulimia since I stopped cutting, I hadn't done it since May but now I've started back up again......I am falling behind in school because I don't get enough sleep at night, I've missed more classes than I've actually been to because it's so hard for me to do these things.....I am about to apply for a new job but I know this place wont hire me if they know I smoke......Basically, I need a lot of prayer because there are a lot of things going on in my life and I just want everything to turn out ok. I'm scared to die. As much as I say I want to die.........this is how I feel. I don't want to live but I don't want to die. Is there any alternative? I just HATE living like this. So please pray for me......pray that I'll be ok and won't go into another one of my suicidal moods any time......and everything else. I guess I'm not too good at this, but I'm trying to get out everything that I need to say. And I think that's it.
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